Running isn’t always easy.
Wait- did you know that already? Is this not news at all? Something everyone already knows?
Well. There goes what I was going to talk about today.
Hmm.
Whatever. I’ve got nothing else. Humor me for a bit, mmmk?
Running isn’t always easy. It can take a lot of time. It can hurt. It can be exhausting. It can make you doubt yourself. It can make you wish you were anywhere else other than on this stupid lakefront path or treadmill for the millionth time. It can make you want to quit.
So what’s my reason to do this again…?
It’s my therapy. My time to myself. To think of whatever I want. Or nothing at all.
It continues to teach me discipline. When signing up for a long race, I am not only signing up 2 hours of my life on race day. I’m signing up 3 months of waking up early to beat the summer heat. Getting up early to cross and strength train to avoid injury. I’m spending 3 months making sure I get enough sleep on the weekend to get in my long run. Not having that last glass of wine to make sure I’ll hit that last necessary mile (ahem…). Going for salad instead of french fries as a side so I won’t feel like crap during the next day’s workout.
Sure, there’s room to bend the rules from time to time. But the end goal is always there.
Running has taught me I am capable. Three years ago, my first 5k was a REALLY big deal. And yes, 3.1 miles is a long way. But before that, I never imagined running much further. My first half marathon was a result of a bar bet made after too much liquid courage. While still recovering from an injury. One of the most idiotic but best decisions I’ve ever made.
Turns out, most of my big life decisions can be classified as such.
*Please note the big life decisions should be considered “a little crazy”, not always made ”under the influence”.
Running continues to strengthen relationships and bring great people into my life. It’s been a bonding activity for me with cousins and friends as we do races together. I’m always excited to have my parents come spend a weekend and cheer me on. And on top of that, the Chicago running community is massive. As is the blogger running community. Which is nice. I like having conversations about pace times and races. Or which toenail just fell off. Or the weird tan line from my sports bra.
Running keeps me healthy. I like my chocolate, and yes, this helps to counteract decisions my sweet tooth made for me. But it also encourages me to eat better as a proactive choice. Not because I have to, but because I want to. And besides, have you ever had wings and beer before hitting the road for a few miles? It’s not pretty.
Not at all. Seriously. Don’t do it.
Running makes me feel accomplished. Seeing a big number on the treadmill or finishing up a run along the lakefront? It… kicks ass. And the boost in confidence is a pretty good way to start a day.
So yes. There are days when it sucks. When it really sucks. Like… a lot. But there is never a day, even the crappy days, that doesn’t pay off.

If you’re not into running, that’s fine. Just try to find something. Something that you don’t mind getting up an extra 20 minutes for. Or taking 20 minutes after work. Something that motivates you. Something that makes you feel good. And maybe, just maybe, something that makes you seem a little bit crazy.
Because normal is boring.
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Does stalking at the gym count as my “something”? It def makes me look more than a bit crazy….but also gets me out of bed insanely early : )
I can’t believe you’ve only been running a few years – you’re clearly a natural!
Whatever gets you out of bed in the morning.
lol
I love this post! I love running for some of the very same reasons you do – it keeps me sane AND there’s nothing quite like that feeling of accomplishment at the end of the race – the kind of feeling that makes you want to do it all over again:)
Hope your week is fantastic, Amy!
Thanks lady!
PS- So I read your blog in google reader on the regular… but I have the worst time trying to pull it up to comment. Am I doing something wrong?!?!
Woman, I have the running bug! I NEVER thought that would happen! I ran 5k (not a race) on Saturday with Tony and I shaved 5 minutes off my June 5k time! I felt like a rockstar! More than that, but get these weird twinges of wanted to go for a quick 1 or 2 mile run. Who am I??? I completely agree that running is not for everyone. I actually like running 3 miles and calling it a day. I don’t know that I will ever go past that. I think everyone should do what they love to do! On that note…I’m going for a run with Tony now!
Ha ha! I remember! And it’s funny how “just a mile or two” doesn’t even seem like a big deal anymore, right?
And seriously- 5 whole minutes! That is amazing!
I have the same feelings about running! Although I think you’re a bit more dedicated lately than I am. Time for an overhaul.
I love your passion for running. I definitely had moments where I felt like that about it, but it never lasted for me. I admire anyone who can keep up with it, it really is not easy!
I love this. I feel the same way. If I didn’t run, I’m fairly certain I’d just be one big ball of crazy.
Great post!!! It’s really admirable that you have maintained the running habit for 3 years, I hope to reach your level!
I’m still trying to figure out how/why I am able to sacrifice so much (everything you listed – time, sleep, social life, etc.) for running and can’t seem to pinpoint what it is! Regardless, there’s just something that pulls me back and I have no complaints.
Great reminders of why running is great. And yes, I’ve made that bad decision to have “one more glass” and then feel it the next day. That “last glass” makes such a difference!
Great post! Nice work on the training!
I, lately, have been loving my body combat class. I feel like I can get some good aggression out but kicking the air’s ass!
Great post! I remember when I did my first 5K and my parents came all the way out here from IA to watch me… it was a big deal!
I seriously envy your passion for running. I have a love/hate relationship with it, and lately it’s mostly hate. But every now and then I’ll have a good one where I think just maybe I could do a race… but then I limp the whole next day and am forced to ice my knees and take 4798 ib profins and am shocked back into reality.
Thank you for this post. It makes me even more excited to meet you tomorrow!!!!!
I used to love running but thanks to my bad knees I’ve developed a tolerance for walking instead.
But I totally get where you are coming from.
And as an aside? I need to find myself a distraction from chocolate. It’s becoming a seriously bad habit!
I wish I loved running. I usually don’t even have time to have “me” time on a run becuase all I can think about is how many minutes until it’s over. I like to do HIIT sprints instead because it keeps my brain occupied
Excellent! I feel the same way. As much as I hate it at times, running is my thang. Everybody needs at least one thang right?
Beautiful post!!! Thank you for putting into words what so many runner think.
I love my sweet tooth and running helps me balance my froyo addiction.
Whatever reason you run, it’s awesome you’re sharing your passion with others – it is definitely contagious.
I freaking adore this post and I totally agree. While running does hurt sometimes and it’s a pain in the butt to get up early or to drag yourself to the gym in the evenings, that high you get when you see how far you’re ran and how far you’ve come in running in GENERAL, it kicks ass.
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